We came to Russia with high hopes and a really big dream. We'll go home with this cool picture & many lessons learned. Unfortunately with no referral. It's going to take some time to process all that's happened, so for now that's all I have to say about that. My mind + heart is numb. At some point there are no more tears for the inability to conceive/inability to conceive with the help of IVF/inability to use your embryos because they were thrown away/inability to stay pregnant with the help of IVF & now the inability to adopt. I really thought that it was time for our miracle.
p.s. I really miss lil' E. I can't wait to smother him with smooches.
p.s.s. thanks for sending your love and prayers in our behalf.
14 comments:
My heart aches for you, Mariah. I'm so sorry you've had to go through so much stress and heartache during this process. I'm thankful that you were able to return to Russia, though. Somehow this will all work out. It just has to! Hug that cute little man of yours and keep praying. Miracles happen and you are so deserving of one! :)
This is just too much. I love you!
Oh, Mariah, I'm so, so sorry to hear that. I'll keep your family in my prayers.
I love you!
I'm so sorry to hear this. But I love you and am praying for you. You've been through so much but I know things will work out sometime. Just stay strong. You're one of the strongest people I know, and I know you can get through this. Love you!
Mariah, my family will continue to keep you guys in our prayers. Thank you again for being willing to share your experience so honestly.
Oh Mariah, all my thoughts and prayers are with you and I still believe there are miracles headed your way. Sometimes the waiting can be so painful though, and for that my heart aches for you.
I love you so much Mariah. I wish I could be there when you get home to give you a big hug.
Mariah, I cry and ache for you. I'm so sorry that this continues. You will have your miracle. I will continue to pray for your family. Love you! Big hugs....
I've been thinking about you a lot recently. Big big bear hugs from me!! Everything happens for a reason right?! I'm glad you were able to go to Russia and hopefully a successful return trip is on the horizon.
Love ya!
I've been thinking about you a lot recently. Big big bear hugs from me!! Everything happens for a reason right?! I'm glad you were able to go to Russia and hopefully a successful return trip is on the horizon.
Love ya!
Oh Mariah, you are so strong and amazing! What an incredible example you are to me. I love you and miss you!!!
I'm so so sorry. Your story made me cry and I've been praying so hard for you. You are so amazing to endure all this. I truely beleive the Lord will shower you with blessings someday, I hope that day is soon. Your sweet family will be in our prayers!
Goodness. I am so sorry to hear the trip didn't end the way you had planned. :( We'll be sure to keep you in our prayers. You are the coolest, nicest, funniest, prettiest girl so Heavenly father must be waiting for the perfect kid to put in your home.
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